number two

That photo I took during my adventure through the streets of Melboure. As promised; although very late.

this is ugly

I've probably posted something along the lines of my point before. But my frustration continues to grow. People are ugly. I'm not talking about physical ugliness, not that I believe in it. I'm talking about that cruel, disgusting thing that lives in 90% of the people in this world. Maybe people are becoming harsher with the changing times, or maybe I have been blinded by the innocence of childhood. Humans just don't care about one another. Sure, it's easy to be kind to your best friend or sister, but what about that woman that passes you by on your daily walk? Or a random man that accidentally knocks you on the train?

I've always cringed at those cheesy poems about "friends being a treasure to hold on to". It's never been more clear to me how relevant those sayings really are. In the end you can't depend on the kindness of strangers, because they don't give a damn about you. Sure, they may smile at you; if only to avoid feeling guilty about it later. Humans are ugly because they will do anything to get what they want. We will lie, steal, hurt and kill. And when we get bored, guess what? We will lie, steal, hurt and kill. I mean, what kind of sick person tortures animals? Crashes a plane into a building? Takes pleasure in causing harm to a fellow human? I feel sick looking down at my own hands and knowing I am the same organism as they are.

I have been opened up to a lot of awful people recently. Perhaps they aren't as bad as the murderers and terrorists stinking up our pure planet, but they certainly leave their mark when it comes to the bigger picture. My point is, your really must stand back and appreaciate those few people in your life you can trust and laugh with. Sorry, but the reality is they don't come along very often.

Gosh, that last line sounded preachy.
Night,

Kay xx

relaunched

I've been gone for about a month due to lack of internet access, but today was the day they finally came and installed wireless in my house. It's nice to be back. Faster and better than before.

The last time I posted, it was the night before I found out my ENTER score and as you could tell I was more than a little nervous. But it turns out I was freaking out for nothing as I got more than 10 points over what I needed to do my dream course over at Monash University. And as of yesterday, I officially got my acceptance letter into Monash. I'm in. Yay me! Now I have to enrol online, and it's not easy.

Hope you all had a great christmas, and are enjoying the new year, I'll post again soon,

Kasia xx

judgement day

Oh my. Oh dear. It's here. In less than 10 hours I will find out the direcyion of my future. I will known the score I have been handed after 13 years of schooling. Everyone will be asking me how I went. I really hope I can tell them I did great. They will judge me. I'm so nervous. My heart could jump out of my throat. One score decides my future. I don't want to disappoint anyone, most of all myself. Oh no. Oh dear. 

Please be kind.

rock around the clock

Nothing much happening in the last few days. Went to a cute 50's diner the other day called "Soda Rock" on chapel st. All the food was greasy and unhealthy but I enjoyed myself anyway. American pancakes. The ice cream is to die for. Each table even has thier own juke box. You slide in one dollar for two song choices of the decade. We decided on Johnnie B Goode and the Birds and The Bees. The songs then play over the whole resteraunt. Pretty cool. If you ever get a chance to visit it see if you can figure out where the coin goes into the duke box. If you figure it out without any help, I owe you a personal high five.

I checked the diner out on the internet and they've had photo shoots for magazines and even tv show recording from it. Even famous names such as Paris Hilton, Good Charlotte, the Veronicas and Tommy Lee have visited!

257 Toorak Rd (cnr Chapel St), South Yarra, Victoria 3141 · Melway ref: 2L J5
Phone: (03) 9827 3500 

Later went shopping and made a couple of purchases that made me very happy. Including this beautiful dress below.

plastic fantastic

So maybe the only natural thing about her is the voice, but who cares with a voice as good as hers. I love Dolly. Listen to this, so .. real.

call me

Way back at the start of the year I decided to buy a new phone as a reward for finishing year 12. Fair enough since I've had my current one for four years, right? But then I went through a few months of a mindset along the lines of "if it's still works, there is no point in buying another".

But now I'm back. For christmas I want a new phone. I found a few today I might be interested in.

I prefer a pre paid phone. I don't like the idea of being in a long commitment of payment. But the cutest ones are usually on a plan.